That post aside, uh…
He’s coming over. I guess the passive aggressiveness is passed?
Seeing as it’s midnight, I’m assuming this is a sex visit. That…that may not be happening.
To be honest, I’m not even feeling sex tonight (to be double honest, my job is making me less attracted to men) and sex with him is probably not a good idea given all the feelings. Like, even though I have felt better not talking to him, my stomach is starting to knot up. Because feelings don’t just die. They hide and resurface.
Anyway, wish me luck.