goodmorningvelma asked: 13 and 14.
13 What would you consider to be the biggest insult to yourself?
That I’m not good enough. At anything. I tell myself that all the time and while I’d like to say it’s all internalized and someday I’ll overcome it…it’s not. I’ve had a lot of people in my life support me and tell me how amazing I am and really mean it but I have also had people tell me (not even just through words but through actions) that I am not good enough. Not a good enough singer, dancer, actress, person. Not good enough to cast. Not good enough to hang out with. Not good enough to introduce to people. Good enough to fuck and lay emotions on but not good enough to actually date.
And it would be so much easier to get past that if I wasn’t always telling myself this stuff.
Also, being bad in bed. If someone told me that (and someone recently did actually) I would just not be able to get past it.
14 What are five things you absolutely have to have in your dream house?
Batman.
Tons of leopard print and pink shit. ‘Cause I’m classy.
Wifi and laptop
A comfy bed that is big enough for me to have my own space and to receive visitors on without them getting into that space (I am VERY VERY choosy about who gets to ever be on my bed in any capacity and this would solve the problem of there not being a couch in this house).
Benedict Cumberbatch (non ginger version). He will speak me to sleep each night on my giant bed.
