January 2012
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No kids. I can’t ever have kids. There is no way I am ever going to have kids. And if I eat those words in ten years and decide to pop one out, I’ll be fine. But right now I am dead certain I do not want children. My dad and stepmom have told me a few times ‘They’re only like this for a few years and then they get cooler.’ While I understand they were emphasizing...
scribbly-wibbly-stuff asked: I swear we watch almost all the same things. I just saw the news report on the Military Wives too. Sentimental story, but yeah, not the best singers.
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My Day
—More potty training with the kid. Stepmom got him a special seat and could only find a pink one with ‘Princess’ on it. She’s not comfortable with it and brought it home making jokes about she was going to give him a complex and he would grow up to be a Princess. I told her he’s 18 months old, he doesn’t understand gender constructs yet, and would probably just...
December 2011
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On the one hand, this kid is still pretty neat. On the other hand, after looking after him by myself for twenty minutes, my period cannot come fast enough.
I’m starting to think that instead of being a ‘I’ll have kids when I’m older’ sort of person, I may just be a plain old ‘I never want to have children’ sort of person.
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I take back what I said. This kid is alright. If you put a napkin near him, he grabs it from you and wipes his mouth. The only word he seems to know is ‘shit’ and he walks around singing it to himself. The only time he’s cried was when Dad tried to potty train him (to be fair, the toilet would probably be really scary at 18 months). Also, he doesn’t smell too terribly of...
My dad’s been drinking for the past few hours, so he’s philosophizing. It took my two hours to get into the shower because he wanted to keep telling me about working hard and how much he loves me and how proud he is and why he and my mother’s marriage didn’t work and how people need to take responsibility for themselves. This always happens. And I know there are worse...
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“On set today. Alex Kingston walked up to me and shouted through her spacesuit...”
– Russell T Davies, The Writer’s Tale (via miss-beth)
YES! RTD, when your life is back to 100% and you begin working again, please make this a reality.
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My stepmom still loves me!
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Just watched the Christmas Special (ALL the feels!). And now the television has given me two things to switch back and forth from. 1) The tail end of a Firefly marathon (I landed on Heart of Gold). 2) Footage of a Tom Waits performance from 1979.
Also, the coming out schedule has changed. Instead of doing it during dinner the day after tomorrow, my dad is highly recommending (and has been all...
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I’m not sorry that l watched this movie.
That said, I never want to watch it again.
We’re past the first part and not only has the movie made a drastic turn in terms of tone, a very young Adam Baldwin has shown up. His voice is so not like how it sounds now.
Watching Full Metal Jacket with dad and Maria. They weren’t in the Marines but l am the only person in the room who hasn’t served in the military.
This movie is beyond upsetting. I actually kind of want to stop watching it.
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I have spent my birthday curled up in bed, sleeping (I’m not sick, I just felt the need to sleep for six hours?) and avoiding the xmas party. But it’s okay because I just had an obstacle course of dreams. Two standouts 1) For some reason Karen Gillan and Arthur Darvill were at xmas dinner. But they were also somehow simultaneously an estranged Amy and Rory. I was on a team of people...
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My dad just knocked on my bedroom door to ask if I could get up early than 8:30 in the morning. This is because we need to run to town and he figured if we were doing that, we may as well get me some Sonic. So now, no matter what happens tomorrow (there will be so many strangers, a party, a baby, me trying to not let people know it’s my birthday, and we forgot until twenty minutes ago that I...
scribbly-wibbly-stuff asked: WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF SUCKY NEW MEXICO INTERNET. Particularly when you're outside of city limits.
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I don’t know why, but the internet here has issues with tumblr pictures. The rest of my dash loads fine, but pictures will either take forever to load, only load halfway, or just not even start. Pictures on other sites are fine. Youtube is loading quite well. So are audio files. And text on tumblr is instant. But anything photo related on tumblr is a major problem. THIS IS A MAJOR...
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We have seriously been watching the weather for an hour. And not weather channel weather. Local news weather. Like, we keep getting it interrupted by these lame local interest stories (mostly about gift burglaries). The internet is limited so I can’t bounce around as much as I want. And after five hours of Batmanning, my brain is not settled enough to read a book. Besides, it’s not...
Actually, I think I know why I dislike the idea of having children enter my family. It probably has something to do with the cousins who could get away with murder, steal my birthday, break my toys, beat each other up, physically assault me, scream for hours, and generally do whatever the fuck they wanted but if I so much as said I didn’t want to play with them for an hour I got a lecture...
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When I first got here and went into my room, it was different. The bed had been moved to make room for a bunk bed. It bothered me a little bit. I was woken up about ten or twenty minutes ago by the phone ringing. Dad talked to the person and I heard the words ‘18 month old’, ‘30th, 31st, 1st’, and ‘we have our daughter visiting right now…’ But then he...
fyeahteddyroosevelt asked: Papa T has had his way with so many willing women that beaver bores him. But no man can ever be bored of tits.
fyeahteddyroosevelt asked: You would post tits, wouldn't you?
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I made the mistake of trying to tell my dad that there is a difference between racism and nationalism. And hour and a half later and we have covered sexism, the civil right’s movements, women in the military, submarines, how background affects ideas about all of these things, and why I only get drunk at the Badlander. It’s good to be home.
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For some reason the wifi in this hotel isn’t working with my phone and I haven’t been able to post pictures of anything. They brought me coca cola in a wine glass, you guys. And the top was covered in saran wrap. YOU GUIIIIIIISE.
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My head cold got so bad that I just did a sinus rinse. OH GOD I FORGOT HOW AWKWARD THEY ARE. And now my throat kind of hurts.